Pushed into the back of my mind
Never could forget the nightmares
Tried to escape a bad dream
avoiding your penetrating stares
Lived my young life fearing you
Suppressed my feelings of hatred
Hated you for loving me
As I cried I wished you dead
Now a young man afraid to sleep
thoughts of you bring so much pain
In the dark I'm left with you
Mixture of emotions drive me insane
Afraid to dream during my sleep
cause there is nothing to save me
Recurring nightmare I can't forget
my pain comes back for me to see
Damn you for haunting my head
I just want to forget my past
Out with the old and in with the new
Reality permits my memories to last
Never will I escape until I die
In eternal rest there are no nightmares
Memories and pain disappear
as for my past, my mind no longer cares

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