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Love of Darkness

The gun lays on the nightstand on her side of the bed. He glances at it briefly. What is it doing there? He is alone tonight. It happens rarely and when it does it gets dark. The darkness is comforting. An old friend of sorts. Has it always been this way. Not exactly. He used to have a smile that was real. At one time there was substance to his gaze. Not now though. Darkness is here. It hugs him gently, calling him down into its void.

Broken Free

Lost within your world
I was blinded by love
I never saw what came
I was slapped awake
alone in the darkness
All I had were memories
I couldn't stop the pain
I had to break free
I found an old gun
Loaded it with bullets
Stuck it to my head
Pulled the trigger
Set my soul free
Lost with hell
I am blinded by pain
I know what's coming
I am always awake
alone in the dark
All I want are memories
I want to stop the pain
I can't break free

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Gun to my Head

Lost the grip
on my future
It seemed too
good to end
All I had
I gave
What I got
back was pain
I was so
full of love
Now I can't
feel a thing
My heart is
numb and tired
It's too cold
to care anymore
Just put the
gun to my head
It'll be so
much easier

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Without

Down deep inside
it's very cold
All this pain
is getting old
The torment is
driving me insane
I have absolutely
nothing to gain
All I have gained
I am now without
Your love for me
I will never doubt
All that's left
is to die
I don't want
to live a lie
I hope you're happy
now that you're free
Don't look back cause
I'm no longer here to see

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