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August, 2007

Urge

For my thoughts
in hell I'll burn
Down the wrong
path I'll turn
My urge to kill
is growing stronger
For my first victim
I'll wait no longer
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I have a friend
I want you to meet
Death is his name
and your soul he'll get
What I'll do to help
I will never regret
I need to see
you die in pain
Laugh as you bleed
your soul he'll gain
My urge to kill
will never be stopped
until my last body
has been dropped
Until then I'll
see you around
Don't try to hide
you will be found

Meant to Be

Trapped in the darkness
of a life unborn
Forbidden passage into
the light of life
A brief thought in
the abyss of your mind
A product of
your youthful love
Desperate lies to
hide the shame
In a dark room
I was lost forever
Pained with guilt
in torment you live
Denied my right
to leave the dark
Prematurely born
into a wasted death
I was never
meant to be

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Broken Free

Lost within your world
I was blinded by love
I never saw what came
I was slapped awake
alone in the darkness
All I had were memories
I couldn't stop the pain
I had to break free
I found an old gun
Loaded it with bullets
Stuck it to my head
Pulled the trigger
Set my soul free
Lost with hell
I am blinded by pain
I know what's coming
I am always awake
alone in the dark
All I want are memories
I want to stop the pain
I can't break free

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Forget

How can you
forget about us?
How can you
throw it away?
When you kiss
him do you
ever feel my
lips? When he
holds you close
do you ever
feel my body?
When you talk
to him on
the phone do
you hear my
voice? Will you
ever come back
to my open
arms? Will you
ever forget I
love you? Do
you think he
could be better?
You will never
forget me. It'll
never be the
same, but I
love you anyway

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Gun to my Head

Lost the grip
on my future
It seemed too
good to end
All I had
I gave
What I got
back was pain
I was so
full of love
Now I can't
feel a thing
My heart is
numb and tired
It's too cold
to care anymore
Just put the
gun to my head
It'll be so
much easier

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Shattered Soul

Point your fingers and laugh
Realize what you have done
Another shattered soul
ruined at your expense
Don't you understand
what I have been through
I may not be like you
but I feel just the same
The outside ain't too pretty
no need to giggle
The inside is a little hurt
no need to stare
Me and you, we're no different
Take a look in the mirror
I bet you see me
We are one in the same
I hear you behind me
laughing and talking
With each word
you cut deeper and deeper
Mortal wounds that don't heal
Can never stop the bleeding
Point your fingers and laugh

Without - As done by CCRider

Down deep inside
it's very cold
All this pain
is getting old
The torment is
driving me insane
I have absolutely
nothing to gain

I hope you're happy
now that you're free
Don't look back cause
I'm no longer here to see

All I have gained
I am now without
Your love for me
I will never doubt
All that's left
is to die
I don't want
to live a lie

I hope you're happy
now that you're free
Don't look back cause
I'm no longer here to see

Down deep inside
it's very cold
All this pain
is getting old
All that's left
is to die
I don't want
to live a lie

Without

Down deep inside
it's very cold
All this pain
is getting old
The torment is
driving me insane
I have absolutely
nothing to gain
All I have gained
I am now without
Your love for me
I will never doubt
All that's left
is to die
I don't want
to live a lie
I hope you're happy
now that you're free
Don't look back cause
I'm no longer here to see

Lost

You say I don't care
Only if you knew the truth
I wish I could make you
understand how I feel
but you say seeing
is believing
All talk and no action
is my crime
My punishment is
losing what I live for
Without you I'm
a lifeless soul
My world has been smashed
I'm falling through space
If only I can turn
back the clock
things would be
so much better
I hope this is
a dream
and I want to wake up
and have you in my arms
Mine for the keeping
I only wish you
could feel the same

Insanity

Shut off the lights, it'll be okay
just hide in the darkness of your mind's decay
Let the dark take hold
Don't worry when it gets cold
I know it's depressing, just take my hand
I will take you to this new land
A land full of laughing and joyful games
Did that hurt your arm? Just blame it on Dr. James
Do you like your new home? The nice padded cells of white?
Get used to the dark because there is no light
Do you like your new jacket? We think it looks great
I know you can't move your arms but if you can just wait
Later we'll take it off so you can enjoy your new place